looking back... learning... and moving ahead...

soon I'l be 24!
Well there's a lot that comes to my mind when I look back at the good, bad and the ugly of my life!
I still remember getting all the awards... all d low scores... failure, success, shortcuts and the hard nights before some impt. exam or a game!
Life takes you through all the shades... the lightest of all is the childhood... you don't know the dark realities... Anything would leave a mark and all you care about is you!
School and College rock!
The best days of your life just pass by before you realize...
One fine day you wake up and you don't have 2 rush for the class or finish any assignments...
Life gets darker henceforth... You always have a reason not to have fun not to be yourself... not to do something you would have if you could have because you should have... it all gets so complicated with work, family, love, kids, friends that you don't have a second to spare for yourself...
You cant hit the gym, you cant ride a bike on a bright sunny day... you cant get drunk with friends... what is life getting to... you never wanted this...
Ultimately it gets so dark that one day you'd open your eyes and you wont see nethin!
Your dead and the darkness will never end!
Live for the moment...

Yeah easier said than done!

You were born with no responsibilities you die with none but in the process you acquire a lot of em...
Success has to be certified... you need to be successful to the world... its the world who decides your happiness... no1 really cares what you go through how you survive, how you reach where you are or where you would be...
Coming from a conservative middle class family I've seen it all...
but is it really worth loosing out on everything in search for a better tomorrow... what about the today!!
where am I gonna be is not in my hand but where I am should have been an easier choice!